Altar of trust

Yesterday one of my friend parted ways with his long time love.
on a positive note at least he had some learnings from it.
As his sister rightly said..."Girls are too very complex for men to comprehend".
I dont know whether the chauvnist in me or just the rage against the way 'my' friend's trust was misused make me agree with her.
Broken trust is not new to this world but when it happens so close to you... so very close...
I find it little bit difficult to gulp down that reailty.

He was staring at darkness
Then came a cool breeze
It started caressing him,It
whispered in his ears,It just
took him to an alien world.
A world of hidden pleasures.
The absense of sun was not felt
the bright promises prevailed.

Then when he started feeling
the warmth of sun,He realised
that the cool breeze is no more.
Then a bad odour prevailed. Yes !
He was stinking with a nauseating
smell of some rotten wild flower

Was the breeze alien to him
or is the sun just fooling him ?
But for sure there was an odour
Due to rancid breach of trust.

Again a mini travelogue.

An old man alone in the banks of ganges...What did he gain what did he lose.Leave all those crappy talks.. isnt he photogenic... ?? isnt he cute..

In two days an Indica car along with her driver,neermathalam,his parents and house owner 'Maaji' went to Haridwar->Rishikesh->Haridwar->Dehradun->Mussorie then they returned back to new delhi and started coping up with gruesome power cuts of the capital city.
You would have seen all these following landscapes through a better photographers lens.Dont you people watch Travel and lifestyle channel.Still as this is some rare occasion I venture out exclusively for a trip I dare posting those snaps.
I thank my employer who paid me enough salary and an intime bonus so that I could take my parents to a very memorable trip (For them).They were very happy because they washed all thier sins away.They exonerated all dead people of our family in the past seven generations to vaikunda(heaven..).cynic me...also washed all my sins away in ganga..so that i can start afresh..
But jokes apart I m really happy to make my dearest ones happy for a while.
As a traveller I also thoroughly enjoyed Mussorie.No doubt she is called queen of the hills.And Sahasradhara of Dehradun..Beautiful it can be termed as riskless Vazhachaal(very risky cascading waters uphill of Athirampally water falls of kerala..).Those cascading waters made me a child...I think I was really underestimating what money can buy.For that revelation this trip was memorable for me aslo.

Happiness

The world will never know my beauty..,
It is far too ignorant and blind to understand...

Or even see something so exalted.

I’ll love whomever I please, and
I have, and still do..

I’m broken but strong, knowing
I’ll never die by society’s hand- though
Its weight makes it harder to breathe...

So I walk on and I walk tall,
With every moment of pain displayed on my delicate skin..
A road map to what once was,
A place I never plan to venture.

I live for the moment alone,
Forget the future and the past,
They exist only in one’s mind.

I expect little but hope for the world,
Think small but dream big..

The world will never know my beauty,
For I could never be part of this world...

Unknown Poet

Wonderful piece of work..I got this from an orkut profile.It was put in 'about me' section
I was awestruck by this poem.. this is what I feel now a days...
I really feel that this is about me also.
Anyone can dismiss this words as height of pessimissm...But why do you classify people
does it serve any purpose...
Leave me alone and I m much happier than you all... and i have my own reasons for that...
Dont dismiss things that you can't comprehend..

Annihilate Conflict

When you are in a harmonious environment, your mind picks up any excuse to be in conflict. Often small things are enough to create a big turmoil. Have you noticed this?
When your survival is at stake, you don't complain that nobody loves you. But when you are safe and secure, you start demanding attention. Many people create conflict in order to get attention.
Ask yourself this question: Do you seek harmony in every situation, or do you seek to widen the differences and prove your righteousness?
The seed of negativity and the tendency for conflict in you can be annihilated only by sadhana.

Sri Sri Ravishanker

I got this words in an email from one of my dearest friend....kudos to devooty..I just love this words..I am really able to correlate these stuff..in those happenings in my life which had left my mind empty and gloomy for some days.
And when friends like her are around who could even read my silence and come up with such a quote,I feel so happy...so happy for no reason.
:)

Again some random thoughts

I dont know what is a poem,If it is an expression of thoughts it cant be naturally rhythmic beacuse thoughts are never be rhythmic...Rhythm comes after organising your thoughts

As I am born too lazy to organise things,
I am sharing some thoughts and after thoughts...with no rhythm added...


When we rush craziliy
to chase our dreams,
When we pant due to
the lack of air intake

There will be someone who
is praying, someone who is
shedding tears,may be so
close to us, may be so far

We often fail to halt and
hear those prayers and tears
Then they transform to those
haunting answerless questions.

Life was never about the
mad cat and mouse game
It never thrived on division
Always it spoke about union

I was running as fast as I could
Then I heard a moan,thought it
was my conscience, but it was an
old ugly lady uttering something

Though not worth a look,I looked
then from her trembling lips I could
guess the agony of real solitude
I dont know what made me help

When I paid the money for the
medicines,Her eyes was wet
I was neither moving mountains
nor having joy,Now I found a clue

When you want to see joy,feel
elated,give what you have,may
be a smile,may be a hand,or else
you also will be just another winner