Part-1:Obsession, Part-2:Emotion

Part-1: Obsession

Yesterday I waited for one missed call from 3:00 am and she sucessfully made be awake until seven without giving me one...and then washed all my pains with a kiss on my closed eyelids....This is about her....

She

I dont know who she is
She came in without knocking
I dont know why she came
She only said "I love you"

I dont know why she loves
But then she typed two poems
I dont know why she typed
She only said "I miss you"

I dont know when she came
She now is in scheme of things
I dont know what to think
She just kissed me to sleep

But I know how she came
He wanted me to cry a lot
Then she wanted to wipe them
all, she was his masterstroke

I dont know why she slept
She wanted to test me or what ?
My eyes are paining and throat is
dried,But I love her a lot

I dont know why sleep eludes me
Is it that I want her beside me
May be she only knows what I feel
Do I exist here or am I dead ?

What happened to TISS ???
Did you clear ?? are you unhappy ?? No.....
Why should I ????

Part-2:Emotion

Past two days I was celebrating my newfound life...I dont know when it will...(floursih,perish,no comments..) he he..I am hiding for cover.

It is time to be serious...I hate press....Fuck who told they are fifth estate.Journalists are hippocrats...They just represent the minisculest emotions which flow through the corridors... of power..and they are just manipulators....(sorry Mr. P.Sainath...You are an exception...)

People who are not in cities are saved...They dont have to gulp filmfare(TOI) every day...with morning tea Cleavges...miniskirts...I dont mind alll these in maxim and stardust.. I too luv to fantasize...But not everyday.But I too want news...and I dont get it as a news...I am forced to read stories....and glorified pornography...What is the difference between brothels and newspapers....??
Brothels doesnt corrupt your soul it just gives biological ecstacy...But newspapers corrupt your intellect and thinking process by altering it.....If your children read newspapers slap them....

You know I read an article...in TOI(bloody bitchy newspaper..which painfully I also love to read to get the latest on rape..latest on sex tourism,dirty politics moreover to get an early erection....to masterbation)
portraying that medha padkar is using cheap publicity tactics...by drinking water directly from narmada...The journo went on saying that these all gimmicks makes her a celebrity.The article concluded very nicely saying that NBA has lost its relevance.....And to the extend it went portraying it as a anti developmental agency....

Mr.Ambani.. I remember your Photograph published in a newspaper add...supporting sardar sarovar dam...I do agree you are great entrapreneur.. you are learned..you are rich..and you go to africa very often that lions recognize you(courtesy again TOI)...Can you please tell me what is development ??

3 lakh adivasis...dont they evoke any emotions in you...Who doesn't know why they are thrown off..what is a government..Why they are targeting us..they also have beliefs..And the same Govt. which denied about any delay...agreed in supreme court that not 35000 odd but it is just 16000 families which need to be rehabilitated......
As per city standards...taking a 5 members family...it is 8 lakh people....I dare Narendra modi or even Sonia gandhi to compete against Medha in her home turf...malayalithil parangall.. ketti vacha kashu kittilla...(just a gut feeling.. may be the mighty govt will make me bite dust....)..i dont mind eating that....

Why naxalism is growing in rural india...How is 11500 points of sensex helping...people...who want a cover from rain and a times food to eat..And when aamir came and sat for the cause...Then also this bloody newspapers didnt had a shame in linking that ...with upcoming movie of aamir....Why are you so cynical India...Why dont you people acknowledge that do gooders exist...??

Beyond the TOI can reach.. there is an India..Where 60 % of our population starve and live...I write this in the comfort of AC...and I dont do anything except spiting fury...Why am I so ?? and why are you so ?? we so-sos will spoil this country....
enough is enough I wasted the memory space...But It gives a happiness... of breaking a glassware to bust your stress...And sorry this time my wrath fell on TOI...and they plainly deserve it...HT is no less....

Do not rely on media..to form an opinion It is time that we find some way to get out of the clutches of media mafia..and our childrens... too...I am fed up of stories...