Friday, October 13, 2006

4 love + 4 hate = 1 tag

8 random things about me... veluettan tagged me...

Really a tough tag to do..indeed......But really a interesting one..

I have a lot of virtues so I can't be called a curse
I have not done justice to anyone so I can't be called a blessing.

I am altering the format... like.. four random things associated with me that I hate and four random things associated with me that I love.

1.I love death.Becuase I like to be with my kannan as soon as possible.But I hate suicide.
2.I hate liars.I double hate those who lie shamelessly or compromise thier values to reap undeserved beneifits.
3.I hate being an amblyopic which unfortunately I am.It has already shut doors to many careers which i would love to be in.
4.I love me as a package.I am a narcissist.
5.I love to weep and dance to devotional songs alone offcourse..,because it cleanses my mind.Tears work wonder for me.
6.I hate my indecisiveness to accept a school of thought in politics or economics.
7.I hate my time management skills and lack of focus.
8.I love my reslilent nature and my ability to keep my cool when it matters the most.And this heroics become mandatory due to my bad time management skills only...
I am handing over this tag to Deepz,Chettan,BVN,Sunflower,Aqua,Seema,and How do we know....
and to ...the one special great soul whose permission I should seek before assigning a task...

All others be good..guys and gals..complete the task in hand in your next post..I would love to read 8 random things about you....

28 Comments:

Blogger the sunflower said...

its a tough one...... but will take it!

10:36 PM  
Blogger ~*. D E E P A .* ~ said...

sure .. wil ldo

kannan ... as in lord Krishna ?

i dont like to cry ... i feel that is letting urself down .. cry only when u r totally under

12:03 PM  
Blogger b v n said...

will do man n thnks....yu r the first person to tag me :)

12:11 PM  
Blogger Ash said...

Interesting post!

Thanks for visiting my blog and for your kind comments....

8:08 PM  
Blogger Shark said...

Thanks for visting my blog :)

You have a very nice blog here :)

Now this post: WOW! You really think deep.

10:17 PM  
Blogger Schrodingers cat said...

Hmm...Why should you die to be with Krishna? He is here and now.

I love everything ;) especially nature and Penguins. Regarding hatred, there is nothing I do to change others and hence no hatred. It honestly works :-)

Cheers

M.

8:05 AM  
Blogger neermathalam said...

@CaT...
he is here..and now..true..but i m not able to do full justice to an imaginary relationship which i have w my lord. tats why i want liberation..as i dont have guts to take up..sanyasa..i wnat death instead..
and...it seems u r almost perfect..but i hate certain things in me..similarly in others..
@ammu..
take care...
@shark...
I dont think deep...i sit idle for long..;)
@ash...
ur pics are too gud...amen.. !!
@bvn..
wud lik 2 knw mre abt u DUDE..
@deepz...
better do it...u letargic..;)
and rgrding tears..it is not taht i shed tears bcse i m sad..it jus flows out...its a medium of communication.
@sun..
thnks for not lettin me down..

8:17 AM  
Blogger Alex said...

"I hate my indecisiveness to accept a school of thought in politics or economics."

:) :)

"I double hate those who lie shamelessly or compromise thier values to reap undeserved beneifits."

Me too!

11:13 AM  
Blogger Schrodingers cat said...

Dear neermathalam,

"but i m not able to do full justice to an imaginary relationship which i have w my lord"

If you think your relationship with the lord is imaginary when you are alive, what makes you think it will be real when you are dead? I am truly baffled.

Regarding being perfect, we all are. We just pick up some junk along the way which make us blind.

Cheers

M.

1:49 AM  
Blogger neermathalam said...

@sCat..

I feel so because..as long as i m here in this world..i m juggling different roles at a time...
When you are dead..you dont have to bother about the worldly needs..
and as we are all nothing but protons and neutrons...
every body would like to be part of that symmetry...thats the lord..
it is that wat fascinates me in death..and moreover it always intrigues me...
and regarding ur concept of perfection..however i try certain junkz.. external or internal..influence my thought process..and thats why hate comes...
and I believe it is quite difficult to have a dispassionate viewpoint with everything in this world..really difficult..and until and unless u r dispassionate..the opposites poles love and hatred..comes so natural to u...only the form is different..
I think there are only 2 superset emotions love and hatred..rest are all..subsets of it...

2:19 AM  
Blogger Schrodingers cat said...

Hey,

Intruiging thoughts there. By perfection, I didnt mean something which is flawless. We just go through a learning process while we are alive and its pretty much a vain chase to attain perfection. That doesnt mean we stop the search...we just gotto aim for the higher form of truth. The earth was initially considered to be flat...later it evolved into a sphere and later into an oblate spheroid. That doesnt mean the people who said earth was flat were wrong. Earth is flat considered over a small distance. The sphericity of earth is small as such and from what I know is 0.00126. So try aiming for that perfection when alive and it might reveal god to us. Again, we never know if we will be free after death. You didnt know about freedom before you were born. So death has its own uncertainities as well. But yes, it is something intruiging and mysterious.

Again, I am not arguing here...its just that I am putting forward my viewpoint and I totally accept yours as well. Just helps me correct the flaws I have in my thought process at the moment.

Cheers

M.

3:33 AM  
Blogger Rose said...

8 random things abt me... Hmmm...

1. I laugh a lot.. a LOT.. To extent that people think I ve gone insane.. :D

2. I loooove children.. All kinds of them.. Fat, dark, dirty, loud.. all of them.. :)

3. I am hyper sensitive.. But the truth is hardly anyone know tht..

4. I bite my nails religiously.. My nails look like miniature peices of art.. ;)))

5. I have a ego the size of an elephant's egg.. Errr.. If an elephant would have ever laid an egg i.e.. ;)

6. I talk to myself.. My imagination runs wild while I am in a conversation with myself.. Sometimes I have multiple conversations.. Ok.. Dont luk at my as if I shud belong to a mental asylum.. ~grin~

7. I am an atheist.. Not in the sense that I am anti-God/religion.. But just in the sense that I dont think he/she exists.. I think if at all there is a God he exists within the minds of people in the form of faith..

8. I am a perfectionist who is anything but perfect.. ~laughs~

so theres 8 things abt me that I neither like nor dislike.. Coz these are what makes me MEEEE!!!

:)

..Me

8:52 AM  
Blogger Seema said...

Hey tis is a tough one..lot of introspection..uve done it pretty good!!
Avasaanam enne tag cheytu le hehe..I've 3 to complete..nyaane vallathe oru madichiii aane..hehe so will surely do it..all of em actually..one hell of an optimist that I am!
Liked the best year bit on likin yrself as apackage..too good!

10:17 AM  
Blogger Movie Mazaa said...

Lateeeeeeeeeeeeee meeeeeeee!!
:D
But I am here!! :)

***I double hate those who lie shamelessly or compromise thier values to reap undeserved beneifits.***

I remember the first ever post of urs that I read. Which was all abt this and more.

Bad time management skills??? Yayyy!! I got company! :D

Great tag, and a fine job of it.
U deserve one BIG hug!
:)

7:31 AM  
Blogger How do we know said...

I finished the tag!!

2:01 PM  
Blogger neermathalam said...

@rose...
I didnt tag you...bcse you just finished a tag in yur last post.You embarassed me by finishing my tag on my comment list itself..
too cruel of you...:)
but what a tag... too gud..
From now..Any tag i m gettin is automatically handed over to you..

5. I have a ego the size of an elephant's egg.. Errr.. If an elephant would have ever laid an egg i.e.. ;)

tat was too cool..I think my ego is a blackhole..
;)

Thnks dear..for doing the tag.

2:24 AM  
Blogger neermathalam said...

@Schro Cat...

Shall I reply u later ?? please..

@ seema

Do it tats better.. kannu urutti kanikkunnu..
:)

@ veluetta...
time management...u too brutuz...
accepts that hug wholeheartedly..
;)

@hw do we knw...
goin 2 read it soon...

2:29 AM  
Blogger Known Stranger said...

this tagging is too much now in blog.. ethavennallum tag pannuvanga polla.

by the way thanks yar for dropping by.. do you know i wrote keeping somehting else in mind and it sounds different. it was all about making a woman feel the life inside her... to make her gleam with giving a child ( a life) in dark just read with the subject title . you will find a different meaning and you will feel.. but i realy was so happy that many have given many differnt meanign to what i have scribbled.

8:02 AM  
Blogger Movie Mazaa said...

Ividengum illeeeeeeeee????
:o

9:57 PM  
Blogger Known Stranger said...

hi - i just saw your comment on destiny post of mine thanks

8:56 PM  
Blogger b v n said...

pls dont blitzkrieg me..

here you go

http://thonnyaksharam.blogspot.com/2006/10/neermathalam-has-tagged-me.html

10:26 AM  
Blogger b v n said...

Mr Mathalam, oru tag cheyyo...i have tagged you :p

6:38 PM  
Blogger ~*. D E E P A .* ~ said...

u didnt reply to my qn abt " kannan"

8:26 PM  
Blogger neermathalam said...

@schro cat...
Sorry again dear...postponing the argument..
relly sorry dear..
@knwn stranger...
tats the beauty of a poem...u can find differnet meanings for the same set of lines..
@veluetta...
i hav reduced my existence to comments...nw a days...wanted to post something on Oct 31st(my bloggs b'day..) and on Nov 1st(kerala's B'day..) cud'nt do due to laziness and bad time management..(cause and effect..)..
@bvn...
I sud hav blitzkreiged u....;)A tough Tag dear...gimme some time..will surely do that..read yurs...will comment later..(kando kando..enthu aiswaryam ulla..1st tagging...Eni.Tag requestukal peruki peruki varattee..;))
@Deepz...
Tas a gud gal..($ agreein to come up w the tag..)
and Kannan is none other than Lord krishna..I cal him kannan...

11:40 PM  
Blogger Dotm said...

Your post shows a lot about your character. Truth is also important to me, as is the ability to love and to keep your cool when necessary. All good traits to have. I know the strong love and lonesomeness from losing someone I loved dearly for over 50 years. Go on we must even though it is sometimes very hard. I believe that when our time comes, we will re-unite with our loved ones.

7:19 PM  
Blogger pophabhi said...

Tears make life for lot of people. Its the hope that takes you forward. Its just the droplets that show the signs for future.

9:11 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

hey great tag!!!!!lots of hidden meanings!

thanks for visiting my blog! :)

11:28 PM  
Blogger anish said...

great post. liked your blog :)
these two are very representative stories.. i strongly feel that kids should be encouraged to question things and develop an independent spirit. so that they can decide what is important to them and not have to depend on the parameters of this crazy world.

8:55 AM  

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