I m sorry

I m stranded..
again all alone..
Her silence sends
shiver through my spine..
Why did I doubt
I dont have the right
She faded in anger
I m again alone in pain.
I begged her not to
read all those junk
I dug the hole...and
I knew that I am the one
I warned her
but she didnt listen
I told her my pain..
but she just kept mum.
I m the sinner
And I m bombed..
He gave me the glass..
vase and i ended up droping
When she show
her pain in silence
I m feeling so helpless
Why did I wrote such a mail ?